For what it is worth my bit is at cue 25.45 onward.
Yesterday, I made my debut as a television talking head even though it may turn out to be a one-time outing if no one else invites me. Gabbing away has never been a problem for me from my childhood, coupled with absolutely no stage anxiety or fright. None. Nervousness in any circumstances has been absent throughout my life no matter who I am talking to and where and when.
So when a producer with Arnab Goswami’s Republic TV reached out with a request to participate in a panel discussion on the theme whether the Western media aided the Taliban in their propaganda war after the takeover of Afghanistan, I said yes with some caveats. They had tried to get me on a couple of times earlier but both times it clashed with my interviews for Mayank Chhaya Reports. One of the main caveats was not really a caveat but a word of caution. I essentially told them that I am a serious hard news journalist not given to frothing at my mouth in paroxysms of made-for-television outrage. I said I am not a decibels-driven journalist. I also mentioned that I will not be a party to any nationalistic drivel. The Republic representative assured me it would be none of that.
The reason for qualifying my appearance was Arnab’s reputation for fire and brimstone anchoring style no matter what the story. I do not know Arnab personally. I have never met him. I did for the first time yesterday virtually. When I started as a journalist, he was eight. He is 48 now. I had some sense of his early work at India Today and from what little I knew of him he seemed to be a sober and substantive young journalist with a sharp mind. I have now been out of India for some 23 years, a period during which Arnab has morphed into a fire-breathing television host that he is today with a cult following. I bring no judgment to that other than saying it is not my style of journalism.
With that as the backdrop, I agreed to be on the panel yesterday for Arnab’s 10 p.m. segment, which I was helpfully told is the “most watched” on Indian television. Arnab was markedly sober and mellowed with occasional flashes of his TV persona popping out, particularly when he read in a mocking tone some of the straightforward news reports out of Afghanistan to suggest that Western wires and others were suddenly trying to be just factual. I did not quite understand the problem there. But let that pass.
I was aware of his reputation of not allowing his guests to speak but quite refreshingly that was not the case. In any event, I had agreed with a clear mind that if it turns out to be commensurate with that reputation, I would just sit there both amused and bemused. However, that was not the case like I said. A few times he asked me to jump in but I did not because he singled out the panelists by name he was addressing and I did not want to be a tasteless gatecrasher. Of course, a tasteless gatecrasher is what one must be these days on TV or even social media to be heard and seen. After some 25 minutes of Arnab’s back and forth between other panelists, he specifically asked me to comment on something. I said my piece fully without any interruption at all from Arnab or anyone else. By the standards of the crassly performative television around the world, this was a remarkably sober engagement.
I can see why Arnab has a sense of consequence about himself, which may or may not be justified, because soon after my appearance I started getting some extra friend requests on Facebook. There was a pattern to those requests. They seemed to be coming from those who not only believe in Arnab but those who steadfastly and uncritically support Prime Minister Narendra Modi.
I might as well clarify for their benefit. Well before the social media era, in the late 1980s and early 1990s, I was being described by some of the grandees of the Bharatiya Janata Party (BJP), 40% in jest and 60% seriously, as a “pseudo-secularist.” That, incidentally, was the mildly pejorative term reserved by the political right for journalists like me who did not take doctrinaire positions in favor of their favorite causes but reported the news as it should be—shorn of editorial emotionalism. Strangely, that very attribute also earned my colleague Tarun Basu and I a great deal of respect among the very BJP leadership.
“Pseudo-secularist”, which I never was, has now degenerated into terms like libtards or libdus. For those political right believers and sympathizers seeking to be friends with me on Facebook merely because I was featured on Arnab’s show and hence may now be reformed in their perception, please don’t. I am still what I have always been—a pure liberal driven by demonstrably proven reality and facts. I welcome you but you might be disappointed if you are looking for a blinkered ally. I am not.
Some of my journalist friends who broadly share my worldview may have been a bit wary of my appearing on Arnab’s show. To them I say, that is the best way to test one’s convictions such as they are. Echo chambers do not help. To Arnab’s credit, he did let me speak uninterrupted and even asked me a few times to jump in. It is not my personality to jump in merely because the water looks inviting.
It was gracious of Arnab to invite me and I did thank him at the outset.